Monday, May 30, 2011

Gudiya

Yeh kahani hai ek ladki ki jo filhal meri wife hai aur jiko mein apni jaan se bhi zyada pyar karta hu. Is ladki ne mujhe jeene ka tarika sikhaya, kya sahi hai kya galat hai uska difference bataya agar sach bolu toh mujhe khud apne pairo par khada rehna sikhaya aaj mein jo bhi hu jaisa bhi hu sirf is ladki ki vajah se hu.

Meine apni life ko kabhi seriously nahi liya mere liye carrier kabhi important nahi tha mein bada ho kar kya karunga itna tak mujhe pata nahi tha lekin jis dinse yeh ladki meri life mein aai us din se usne mujhe samjhaya, mujhe apni life ka importance bataya, life mein carrier kitna important hai yeh bataya, life mein kuch kar dikhana hai yeh samjhaya well aisi kai baatein hai job har koi samjhata hai lekin jab isne mujhe bataya toh mujhe aisa feel hua ki shayad mein jo kar raha hu galat hai, life ka matlab sirf jeena nahi hai life ka matlab hai kuch kar dikhao.

Wll mere liye yeh ladki meri zindagi ka ek ahem hissa hai jiske liye mein kuch bhi karne ko taiyar hu coz usne mujhe har time support kiya hai usne mera saath kabhi nahi choda koi bhi probs hoti thi saath reh kar face karti thi aur sach mein is ladki ki himat ko dekh kar mujhme himat aati thi probs ko face karne k liye. yeh ladki meri har galti ko nazar andaaz karti hai lekin phir mujhe pyaar se samjhati hai aur kabhi kabhi toh mein jaan buch kar aisi galtiya karta hu taki woh mujhe samjhaye hehehehe... kya karu uske samjhane mein bhi itna pyaaar hai aur ha jab kabhi yeh mujhe par gussa karti hai baap re pucho mat lekin phir mujhe woh pyaar bhi utna hi karti hai. Mein kya batau yeh ladki mujhe kitni pyaari hai aur kis had tak mein isse pyaar karta hu mere pass toh apna pyaar izhar karne k liye words bhi nahi hai.

Well meion sirf itna kehna chahunga ki mere liye meri GUDIYA sab kuch hai agar jab kabhi mujhe mera parivar aur meri Gudiya k bich mein kuch choose karna pada toh mein sirf meri gudiya ko chununga aur uske saath sari zindagi guzaar na chahunga, mein filhal dubai mein hu aur woh india mein hai aur hum donno ek dusre se dur reh kar khush nahi hai par kya kare halat kuch aise hai but mujhe jaise hi chance milega mein use dubai bula lunga coz uske bina rehna matlab saans liye bina dil ko dhadkane jaisi halat hai mein nahi reh sakta uske bina yeh toh zahir baat hai aur jab kabhi mein aisa kuch sochta hu ki kabhi meri life mein aisa mod aaya ki hum dono juda ho gaye kasam se meri toh jeene ki himat nahi hogi uske bagair lekin bus pray karta hu aisa din mere nasib mein likha hi na ho yaar yeh dubai aa kar dur rehna bardasht nahi hota toh mere toh roungte khade ho jate hai life uske bina soch kar ufffffffff it was a bad thought.



Inshort i loved my Gudiya before, i love her now and will love her forever. Well jab bhi woh mujhe puchti hai ki " Jaan tum mujhe kitna miss karte ho" mera aksar yahi jawab rehta well mein tujhe "Jab jab apni saans leta hu tab tab tujhe miss karta hu" aur woh ha deti hai well but i reallly mean it I LOVE HER ALOT

2 comments:

  1. jaan realy i missing u alot. And well ab tarif karna kam kardo. Well ap bhi ese hi ho jab bhi ap mujhe per gussa hote ho toh bahut cute lagte ho or apbhi acha khasa explain karleto ho jab bhi meri misstake hoti hai tak. An i m really very lucky that i got life patner like u.Thanks to my god that he selected u for me ortherwise i wont be so happy as i m now sweetheart. Ialso cant live without u jaanu i love u alot. I dnt know when this fasle will came to an end we will leave both together. I really misin \g our marage days were we both always stay together an enjoying every moment of life. Jaan i want that percious moment again. i love u

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  2. So sweet! I really enjoy you blog like anything. I just want to say one thing.. Kisiki nazar na lage aap dono ko.... Love you both! God bless you!

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